All this to say
Whew, it's been about a year and we are still here. Too many painful losses from the past year but I promise to remember and hold them in my heart always. I'm here because I'm about to start something new. Not quite defined but feels right. Like I'm entering a tunnel but know it's the right one to enter still unsure of the otherside. Or this memory I have where I was skiing down a mountain and I was literally in the clouds, couldn't see what was in front of me and yet! I felt such thrill! I think I was about 12 or 13. I wonder if I was older I would be worried about crashing into a tree or a person? Somehow I knew the way down because I had gone down the path before, but this time I had to go blind. And it was a thrill. I might be going down that hill "again". I might crash? But it just feels right. I'm excited for the process even though I am so unsure of where it will lead. At my age, I thought I would be comfortable in an okay job, awaiting r...